Tracy

By September 1, 2017 Dreams No Comments

I would love to have a home that I can leave for my children for security just to know that they will be safe and that would be the last of their worries when i am gone. I am a single mother of five with stage 4 cancer, diabetic and high blood pressure I was told that I had 6 weeks to live in 2014 and there was nothing that could be done. I have Pancreatic cancer stage 4 and the cancer is on the whole right side of my liver which had spread to pelvic bone area in 2015. I was told to make memories with my children I will be on two chemos for the rest of my life I was told that my cancer is slow growing but they can not give me a time limit, because today it can grow slow and tomorrow it can grow fast. I have good days and bad, more bad than good sometimes I can’t eat or drink or walk from the side effects. there have been times when I couldn’t talk due to a mouth full of bumps need I say more. I have to get up everyday to drive my two youngest to the school bus my car is 16 years old and runs when it wants to lol I have to laugh so I don’t cry sometimes I can not sleep thinking that I won’t wake up. I ask God to give my five years to see that my two youngest will be 17 & 20 less of a burden to whom ever will care for them. we would love to have a home to call our own then I can sleep in peace knowing that they will always have a roof over their head. I have days when I can not walk or use my arms sometimes one sometimes both. This was always my dream but look at what I am going through I will be greatful for any help that we receive anything will be a blessing I have never been apart from my children never ever. I hate that I will leave my children early the only thing that give me peace is that I will be with God, my mother and father. I just want my my children not to worry when I am gone. God bless you all!!!

Tracy